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WTF my best friend is being featured for this HCG Ultra dieting supplement!!!!
She lost 33 pounds in a month! I am so jealous!!!
Damn im getting some of this stuff before spring break gets here.
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Omigawd, I haven’t been on here in forever!! So I’m gunna reblog this cuz it’s FTW!! ^^<3
(via nobadhonor)
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so yeah
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Didnt get 2 shoot fireworks cuz of the blizzard…lame…..so i got 2 full bags of fireworks doing nothing.
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*shrugs*
It’s not like it matters if I post things or not. Ur the only one to see them. My life’s not all that interesting at the moment. It’s going downhill, how interesting can that be to talk about or listen (read in this situation). I’m sure I didnt get back into school, which means I won’t be able to go for three years. There’s not enough money to go back to Hawaii at this point, I won’t know if I stay or not in time to get a good plane trip planned. Friends are either transferring or graduating soon and here I am failing miserably. Then there’s my family who I know talk behind my back calling me things. Like my Aunt got drunk and told all her friends that I was a slut for something her granddaughter(my cousin) told her that wasn’t even true. Say crap that make my grandmother cry. All my friends are going on with their lives and i’m still stuck where I am. If i don’t get back in do I stay here or go back? Either way there’s nothing for me to do but waste my life away as the failure I am. I wouldn’t even be able to get a job, I’ve never had one and it truefully scares me. As I walk day by day with a smile, saying everything’s ok. When in reality nothing is ok, it’s broken. I can’t fix. Outside a smile, while inside there’s shattered glass everywhere, turmoil and a little girl bawling in the corner. Failure, lines the wall in crimson, dripping. There’s nothing left, she thinks. There’s nothing left I can do. I told them I was stupid, they never listened. It’d over. I’ve screwed up for the last time.- as she slowly stops crying. Lifts up her head, tear-stained face, her eyes, her eyes slowly turns to dark, color draining from her soul. Numb, that’s all that’s left. She giggles, Why try anymore, It’s all over anyways right? Failure’s all that I can be. Even my birth was a mistake. It wouldn’t matter if I just disappeared into the darkness. Never to return. Never to fail, never to disappoint, never to..anything. No one would care, one less failure in the world right? She giggles again.
-Goodbye
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LMAO
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Rada
